Wednesday, 14 April 2010


Usually I find myself in the middle, hearing both sides and understanding both arguments. But last night was different, no comparison could be made, the choice was obvious. I still fail to understand your side, it’s pathetic – seriously. No matter how bad the situation was, no matter how rude his words were, you had no right. You still don’t and you never will.

Watching it all fall apart bit-by-bit is something I never want to experience again. But maybe it’s too late? The damage has already been done. I just hope you’re wiser than that and don’t ruin everything. Everything you’ve worked for, all these years could be gone just like that – because of actions and words which deep down mean nothing at all.

You nearly crossed the line, or maybe you already have. It's up to you, Go Back and Sort It Out. I wish you could read this; I can’t tell you all the things which have been going through my mind …. our minds. You don't listen to anyone.... so yeah I’ll just write it down and hope that some sense will get into to you, sooner or later before it’s too late.

Wednesday, 7 April 2010

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1) stranger, a person you have no idea about. I wish one would come into my life right about now and just sit there and listen. they wouldn't know me, the person i am, my personality, my history. they'd just sit there and listen, without interruptions and a friendly smile. they wouldn't judge and soon they would never mention it again. it feels like i've bottled it all up inside once again and just need to get it out.

2) i think i'm finally ready for change. just hope i can actually get the opportunity to change 6th forms and then i can start to look forward to something.

3) i'll refer to this person as "xoxo". it's pretty clear who it is. i've made this longer for them, and i'll just mention that whenever i speak to her, whether it is on the phone or facebook chat, that i always end up smiling or laughing at half the things she says. actually love herrr.

4) i love coming here, makes me forget about everything - literally. sometimes i wish i could stay here forever..

5) finally got it out of the way, now i can focus.

cba with the capital letters.